You Never Loved Me

I don’t think you ever really loved me…

because:

you are searching for another girl to be with on these pointless sites.

I don’t think you ever really loved me…

because:

you gave up.

I don’t think you ever loved me…

because:

if you did, you wouldn’t have told me

how much I embarrassed you

make me compromise who I am

I don’t think you ever really loved me…

because:

you weren’t willing to make the sacrifice

or to get out of your comfort zone.

The truth?

I was just another pretty face to walk by you

not with you.

I was the only one wanting to commit.

Desperate. That is why you settled.

I didn’t. I refuse. I won’t.

You never really loved me.

I know because I gave my heart to a bottomless pit that spewed nothing.

I know because of the emptiness poured back to me by silence.

I know.

I chose to stop following your path

and make my own.